Blah, blah, blah

It's been a while since I posted and I've been thinking I should say SOMETHING. I have pictures of Chloe that need to be downloaded from the camera. And Lucas has brought home some cute artwork that should be scanned in and featured. PA hosted a "Moms and Muffins" event that Lucas and I attended and I should discuss that. Alex got all his yearly therapy evaluations back and we have news on that front. But I'll be honest...I don't FEEL like talking about anything.

I've been fighting it, but I have post-something depression. Oh, I wouldn't call it post-partum...mainly because I don't think any of my issues have anything to do with Chloe making her debut into the world. It probably doesn't help that I still have massive hormone issues, but Chloe is the big bright spot in my world lately...everything else feels very...blah. I don't know any other way to describe it. And I am not coping well with it.

As I type this, Lucas and Alex are both in time out for hitting each other. Chloe is screaming in her crib (she was asleep until I sat down to do something...then of course, she decided to wake up). Dinner is on its way...courtesy of Domino's Pizza (although in my defense, it is school fund raiser night for Luc's class if you order pizza, so that one was a no brainer). The house is relatively clean...although it is no where near Christy standards of organization. It has been a bitch of a day...and yet, I am here, my kids are well, and life will go on. I just wish it would stop feeling so blah. Blah, blah, blah.

Okay--enough moaning. I promise that my next post will be chipper and lighthearted...or at least impart some kind of information rather than just a random crummy rant. Fall is here and my favorite month is fast approaching; I have so much planned for October I won't have time to feel the least bit BLAH!!